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Хэд хоногийн өмнө ийм нэртэй ярилцлага уншлаа. Би өөрөө 8-р ангиасаа хойш шил зүүсэн. Одоо бараг 8 жил болж байна. Хачирхалтай нь миний хараа анх зүүснээсээ хойш ер тогтоогүй харин улам л муудаад байсан. Анх -0,5тай байсан бол одоо бараг -2,5 хүрсэн. Арван жилийн найз маань бас надтай адилхан хараа муутай ч нэг хэсэг зүүж байгаад больсон. Хүмүүс хэлэхдээ шилээ тогтмол зүү, нэг зүүгээд нэг аваад байвал улам муудна гэдэг байсан. Сүүлийн хэдэн жил  бол тасралтгүй зүүсэн хэр нь улам л муудаад байна. Харин манай найз төгссөнөөсөө хойш огт шил зүүгээгүй хэр нь одоо хараа нь минийхээс арай л дээр. Хүмүүс хараагаа сайжруулах гэж л шил зүүдэг биш билүү? Саяхан л одоо арай нэг гайгүй загвартай шил олж зүүе дээ гэж бодож байсан бол одоо бүр шил зүүмээргүй байна. Энд бичсэн зүйлс яах аргагүй үнэн санагдаад байна.

Goodmorning Monday! It is very nice outside. Today is first day of my week job. Our work has 6 days of job. But now I remember that I have taken a rest for two days. Because I met my close friend Saturday and she past a day at my home and undoubtedly, we had a chat about many things. It was very good of her to come. By the time it had past a lot days since we had met last time. Also my little cute sister came to our home and I felt that I missed her very much. By the way, then my love sister visited us. But unfortunately, in a way to our home she has lost her wallet from her big bag when she was going along the market to buy some food for us. She was crying… but its core motive wasn’t only money where was there. It was memory what was related to her dead husband or my love brother… I think, the theif never will live good. Everyone punishes for own wrong case.

Well, let me write down optimistic things. It’s snowing outside. I just had a chat with my girl fiend of student moment by messenger, dreamt of our future life together and journeyed along dream universe, he he. It was very nice! We supposed to meet tomorrow. I like to see this friend coz she gives me a lot encouragement to do all things for my good life! As a whole, most people feel that the time has past very past when they meet their friend who didn’t see for long time. All dream was generated by above picture of cottage. She asked me, “ Is this picture your dream?” and I answered “yeah”. – What is there inside? – There is my future happy family inside this house… So this conversation of messenger went on long. A part of my dream : I’m going with my love husband to our office, he takes me the door of job and will go to his work. And he says “love you”, kisses me. Of course, I begin to do my job with enthusiasm. After job, I get my child from her kindergarden and go to home. Sometimes we date like first after our job. In the evening, we share our funny adventure of the day and also meditate our mistake and success. We two care for nurture of our baby. During weekend, we take picnic with our friends of family. I’m pleased at my family and life…

27th of March. Friday. This morning I went out of home earlier than before and I decided to walk to my work in other ways. Because I was tired my old road of job where I went along everyday for long time. It takes me 20 minutes to get there on foot, but today it took me about 30 minutes. I think this event could made me new impression. As a whole, I prefer walking to getting on bus. Despite the cloudy, it couldn’t impact on my soul. I have walked too fast in my opinion and sometimes I pace till my forearm hurt. Suddenly I wanted to write down about my a view. My think about the Destiny In prevailing view, the destiny is a picture what the god had drawn. In my childhood, I didn’t understand it deeply, but doubted that the god had invented our life’s way. Of course, our charismatic god may wishes to us only goodness. This being so, why are we done bad actions by the god? I think, if the created our history of all life, he may would have depicted only happiness for humanity. But during our whole life, we take mistakes and also occur different troubles. It indicates that people manages their life themselves. But I didn’t want to say that there is no any god. Everyone have personal idea about the power who manage us. Undoubtedly, any mysterious force arranges our life. We are not possible to predict our future, because we alone create own life and noone writes it in advance. There are many aforisms about destiny which famous people have left for us. As they said, when the suffer comes, people has no patient accept their obstacles, reconcile their fortune and don’t persevere to change and modify their future life. They say that it’s my destiny, so my life must be such poor! It’s very wrong concept. If we want, we can change our doom! Well, now what do you think about Nostradamus?  Sometimes what one told intuitively was right. But in my view, everyJ divination mustn’t be accurate right.